just stop

I’m pretty good with my diseases most of the time. Not always. I’ve been away from home for too long right now and it’s getting to me. I miss my own bed, I miss my mom, I miss the cats.

I’m getting good work done but it’s coming at a cost. I’ve been drinking too much, my sleep is shitty, and I’m catching the crap that everyone here has.

So I was too needy this morning. I kinda knew I was but didn’t realize that I was pushing that bad. He’s better at hiding it than I had thought I guess. Anyway, I realized that I’d fucked up and did a video call thinking I could fix things quick.

Nope.

The worst part was that he thought he had disconnected the call, but didn’t.

I’ll be ok.

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